I’m kinda angry and happy now.

angry – stupid company that I’ve worked last week haven give me my pay yet. If they were to like scam it, I’ll be super angry. Like now, I’m really angry cause that company is kinda biased. (friend) got the same number of appointment as me, and he can get to work but I cant. wth, just that he’s a guy, or maybe she likes him which I dont think he’s handsome or what. I’m starting to hate (friend).

Happy – I’m done with the thing which I want to give it to my love. Spent almost like 2 days to finish. Stayed up late, cut until hand pain. I hope he really would read it. Went to and fro to bbp just to print those pic. Seriously, I hope he will know how I feel.

I’ve enjoyed myself to the max ytd!!!!

Okay, currently making something to like apologize and say words to a certain person. Like what I’ve put in my fb status, I’m confident and I’m sure that I want you back.

Had to do it in the night so that my parents wont know what I’m actually doing. Gosh, I hope it will be a good answer.

 

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I need to fasten up my pace on doing the thing. Going to start work on 1st and I’ve just finish the first page. Need to go do more tmrw!!! Jiayou melanie!!

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Sentosa

Sentosa trip was simply awesome. Got to meet up with those long-time-no-see-friends, like firdaus and ganesh! It’s really like very long time since I last met them.

But I felt that we’re not so close like how we used to be. We had some separation every few minutes, like people going to some place, the others go another place. Still, I still find it great!

Everytime we go sentosa together, it’ll always rain. Gosh, luckily we didn’t like bath immediately when we saw black clouds. We waited like few minutes, and it’s bright again. Suntaned, red crab in the house.

I’m so motivated to do that for you.

I’m feeling very disgusted of myself. I still couldn’t get out of my past. It’s been like years, but still, I’m still thinking about it. I shouldn’t be a burden to him. But just that, I had to make my stand right. I need to do/say something.

I’m feeling kinda down. But I have no right to blame people, but to blame it on me. Seriously, back then if I were to listen properly to my friends, those advices. I bet now I won’t be suffering, but living in a blissful world.

I’m not wishing for what, just that. I want to know the real answer, no matter it’s a good one or not. I just want to know.

Why is everyone suffering from r/s problems? Why cant there be just a nice one? Maybe there is, just I missed the fate upon being with you.

I’m not scared on what people got to say about me, but I just have to be brave and give you that.

such a whore

wei ting, i’ll miss you at work lah! serious!

why cant they just give ppl another chance.

Outside world

random pic of red camp.

Been working for 2 days, and today was the off day as the girl looking after us wasn’t working. I had to admit, when it comes to working outside, the scenario isn’t the same as the people I’ve met in school. People there are fake, seriously. It didn’t happened to me, but I was just being a bystander looking at them.

I dont know how to say, but my instinct tells me that the person hangs out with people whom she feel that she will have an advantage over it. (wei ting hor? the person we were saying abt ytd). I’ve starting to take a look out for people who are coming into my world. If you’re not sincere, please step back. You’re definitely not welcomed.

great, I cant wait for this sat trip to sentosa. I really miss the sentosa clique. Hope there’s more people than the previous trip. Lovely.

你离开的那一天，匆忙间， 来不及说再见。失去你的这些年， 没改变， 数不完的思念。是玩笑还是考验， 我们缘分那麽浅。好想许一个愿，让我再见你一面，要一个有你的永远。:(

gosh, the APACHES CHEERS are still in my head.

 

money rolling

5NA’o9 rocking in the grad night.

started working as a marketer under prudential. kinda bored, but it’s a easy job with good pay. why make myself so tired by working at other places? this is just nice for me.

3 customers, if all go, $30 with basic pay of $6. Wow! hehe, dont jealous people.

tmrw

sistership, thanks girls.

jing jing-

She has been with me for exactly 5 years, and i hope to be going on after. Even though we kept quarrelling ( i know it’s my fault), but you didn’t blame me for that. And in fact, you gave in to me. Thanks for tolerating all these. You were the greatest in class. I know i’m mean for going away from you whenever exams are near. I hope you know the reason, I didn’t mean to do it. But, I’m just sorry for what I’ve done. You helped me alot, regardless of relationship problems, gossips, studies and more! Thank you very much, ily.

Kai zhong-

dearest mei, you’re the greatest too!!! We didn’t quarrel or anything. But, I feel so bad for not protecting you when you got hurt from the previous guys. We didn’t drift away from each other when we got into different class, in fact, we became closer. We knew things about each other, everything. You knew me the best, my attitude, my gossips stuffs, everything!! Thanks for giving me advice over this 4 years, dont count sec 1, cause that time we’re not close. I want to keep contact with you until i’m old. Seriously, I miss those times when we’re gossiping, laughing at school. Thank you, really! Ily.

Ee ming-

Thanks for being there for me from sec4 to now. Even though we’re not close from the starting of sec 1 to sec3, but I feel so grateful for knowing you in my sec lifes. Totally, you rock and brighten up the days in class. Your stupid laughter, jokes, gossips about (pms, you know who i’m talking about) and all kinds of things. I love your spaghetti (hinting!!!), and of course, yourself! You knew my weakness, attitude, and of course, I know yours too! Still remembered the time we studied together, and you said about the OBS thing. About me being a dajie of a gang, and you’re so afraid of me, thinking that the girls are my gang people. Thinking of that, i’m already laughing. You silly girl, if we took the initiative to talk together in the camp, we would be the craziest girl, we missed our fate. But, at least we’re great friends now! Thank you so much!! You better have confident in yourself, dont always think that you’re not good and all kind of stuffs. For me, you’re the best! The best listener, best advicer and best person to provide laughter for me. Ily, dont forget me always! I dont mind providing you with all the brightness in your life. Haha, you know what I mean!

Wan ting-

This ahma of mine, have to learn to talk fast, respond faster, write faster, eat faster. Aiya, everything also must do fast lah!! Haha. Didn’t regretted having you as my friend, bus friend, object my idea friend. Basically, you are fabulous. Thanks for giving in to me to things that I’ve done, no matter right or wrong. Still remember those times when we go out together with your dajie, shoppings, neoprints (aww, it’s a waste of money. should have took it with a normal cam). You were there when I broke up, comforting me. I wondered, if back then you weren’t there, I dont think i’m able to get over him. Thank  you! Ily, hope you can join us in most of the outing. lastly, keep in contact okay! (finally you’re using fb, haha)

Okay, tmrw i’m starting work. Hope it will be good for me. Easy job, good pay.

awesome 3 days

17 nov 09 -

Prom night was alright, but as compared to last year, it’s hyper. Went to kz’s house before that to do some hairdo and makeup, at least it wasn’t that white. Camwhore while waiting for eeming and kz to finish their hairdo. Rushed down by kz’s mum car and we’re aren’t late.

Managed to take photos with those I wanted to. People, please tag me those photos in fb.

18-19 nov 09 -

Went to red camp, and it’s super awesome. We had stars from sports@sg, first class, polo boys and singapore idols top 4. People there were simply screaming their lungs out thru the performances. I love the cheers, and it’s all in my head now. Last night, I was dreaming about all the things that happened in the Red Camp. We clubbed at zouk@np, which I don’t think i’m going any clubbing. People were dancing madly, hip hop, everything.

APACHE OI, ooh. APACHE OI, ooh ooh. APACHE OI, red hot apache making you go wohoo wohoo, that’s the way we all come through like, wohoo wohoo. wooohoooo

Mass dance was awesome but we weren’t in pairs. I’m starting to miss Red Camp.

One of the SL of the APACHE sub tribe -5, Wei Quan.

Red camp@np also did 2 of the Singapore record, with the most people dancing the pocky pocky dance, and the largest number of people eating lollipops in the mouth.

I’m starting to like np more than sp.